Well I have been neglecting this blog for sometime now since so much has happen in the past week. Although it was the school holidays but towards the end of the break did I manage to leave Ipoh to somewhere outstation. Well that was due to some not so pleasant circumstances.
Today I had this thought running in my head all day - to do or not to do. If you are not close to me, then you might consider if I am talking or thinking of proposing to that charming lady who I have been dating on and off. Well that could be one aspect of it, but I am afraid that is not the case here. Too bad :)
The case it that I am thinking of starting on something new and adventures. I know that for every motion to begin we need to start with a tiny step, well that is what I have been thinking. I have come to a position where I do not longer see my work as interesting as it was when the first I started out to be, let's just say that it has lost its glory days. I have run the mild of working with people who are not only incompetent in their duties but dare not move from their place due to losing face. I am tired of doing all the "donkey's work" while other get the credit for it. I am tired of being the person who "gets the job done " but the rewards and the benefits are given to others. I am tired of people in positions who are just "warming seats" just because of their "unlces and anuties" but do not know and are not "leaders" in the team. I am tired of players who are not team players but prefer to let others do the work and they wait for the glory.
Well maybe I have been too long, 10 years is just too long to be in a position.
Well the choice is mine and the decision is mine. What ever I decide to to will change my life forever and there will be no turning back once it starts.
Dear God, please give me the strength to make to ideal decision and give the wisdom that whatever decision that I might make will be a good for me and my family.
and so they say, the decision is always in our hands. have a nice day!
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